This is a poem I've shared over the years. The link with the story is at the bottom. I think you of all people will appreciate it. You take care and I will continue to pray GOD will heal you completely!
I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more.
I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive.
I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much
I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.
I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.
I wish enough "Hello's" to get you through the final "Goodbye."