This Thursday marks one year since my surgery to remove the brain tumor (Trixie, we called her) and my later diagnosis of brain cancer! I can't believe we've hit the one year mark already! This past year has been an absolute whirlwind, but so many blessings have come out of it.
First of all, because of my realization that this life can so quickly be gone, I have refocused my priorities. Before my diagnosis, I was so focused on making money and on work that I often put my relationships with Christ, Travis, family, and friends on the back-burner. I worked so hard that I came home exhausted with no energy for the people who really mattered. Now, I recognize that work is still an important part of life, but it must be focused on leading people to Christ and I must have enough left after my workday for Travis and Lucas!
I have learned to rely on Christ alone and my relationship to Him has been radically deepened. I have recognized that I cannot do this life by my own strength. Life is too much to handle to do it alone. He is now in complete control of my life. I pray daily for direction and for His guidance in my decisions. I pray for the Holy Spirit to work in my life each day, leading me where He has planned.
Not only has my relationship with Christ grown stronger, but my relationships with friends and family have intensified. I have truly realized the importance of sticking together, serving one another, and putting others before my own needs. Before, I was so focused on our finances and goals that I often forgot how important it is to spend time with and uplift those around me. Now, I have been more purposeful in my friendships, setting aside time for those who matter; whether it be a lunch date, evening visit, quick phone call, facebook message, or letter, this year I have focused more on my friends and family than ever before. As a result, I see my friendships deepening and myself connecting on deeper level with family members. I pray this only continues as the years go by.
This year has also led me to long for Christ and my Heavenly Home! I have realized that this place is not my home. I will continue on Earth for only a short time, and I long for the days when all I do is sing praises to my Creator! In my final days on Earth, however long that may be, I will praise God through my actions, words, and thoughts. I know that my time is short, but I will use each hour I'm given in a purposeful way, in order to show people Christ through my life! I pray today, dear reader, that you have committed your life to Christ as well.
Thank you all for your continued prayers, love, and encouragement as I live each day to the fullest. Remember, friends, the best is yet to come!
God bless you,